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[The recent post made by WTF (or WoTF) has finally prompted Kushina to make an entry again, addressing this world at large and the people in it. Or at least those that can see this.

First, a deep breath.]

I don't know if anybody has been thanked for all the effort, for putting their lives on the line to save this world by those of us who don't remember how bad it was. There were people who made this place better for everyone and went back in time. It still sounds ridiculous to me and kind of impossible but this world is good at making impossible things possible, isn't it? [Like bringing people back to life.

Minato was good at it too. Space-time and doing impossible things.]

So... thank you. [At the end, her voice nearly cracks and she bows her head before lifting it again.

Now. Her smile is sad.]

It seems like we can go home soon, huh? That's good. We should go home because that's where we belong. Even if we have a choice to stay, we should go home in the end. So many people have fought for us to do just that. They're still fighting. If we don't go home, isn't it just like scorning those people and all their efforts? Isn't it forgetting who we are?

Don't be so selfish about wanting to stay here. There's a million other people in different timelines and worlds that don't. You should all work hard too to overcome your weaknesses so you're not stuck here anyway. There's people who do want to go home but they're going back to a place worse than this. Because it's home! Even if it's going back to their own death or being alone!

Even if it means losing everything here that is precious...

[A long, pregnant pause and Kushina finishes with a question after shaking her head a little.]

How many of you were given a second chance by being here?

[She closes the journal immediately after.]

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And no one wants to hear it from you either.

You sound like a complete moron.

And what do you have to say about it, huh! About having the choice to go home or not.

It makes no difference at all. If they want to stay, that's their business.

It does not weigh in at all on any decision I make.

[Her chest hurts with rage at just how--]

You're the idiot.

[Fuming. More than her anger had been, more serious than Thanksgiving. Or even helping him with his frog issue and flipping a table.]

Why did you say anything in the first place if you don't care?

Because hearing your voice has finally grated on me enough. You think you can tell me or anyone else what to do or what you think is right?

[He says that despite if she was right or not about some things in the past. Even if he knows some of the things she's said to him were right.]

I don't think so. If I choose to stay here, your blasted opinion isn't going to stop me, nor does it matter.

[Like she wanted to hear him say anything about this when he was one of the most selfish-]

You damn... !

[She stops.]

You're going to stay?

Only if I must.

[He sure as hell doesn't want to stay though.]

Why would you have to stay?

[Said slowly, if not in confusion.]

Because I've got a job to do.

And if this business doesn't work out the way everyone is hoping it does, I'm not going anywhere.

You don't know that. If the WTF really does find a way to send us back, this could be your chance to go home when you want not when the world wants you to go.

We don't know anything at all. Once again, we've been handed vague details that don't tell us much of what we truly need to know. I don't trust it.

[He's got no reason to. He's got too many questions and doubts.]

I've got my reasons.

You're just as vague as they are!

[But he's... right about that, at least.]

They haven't really lied about anything, have they? This could be the real thing.

[Then again Kushina doesn't remember the Luceti before this one.]

It's not the organization I'm worried about. They're a bunch of morons, but if they can send those who wish to go home, that's fine by me. I don't think that's a lie.

There's got to be more to it than this. It's too good to be true.

For morons they've figured out a lot more than anybody else here.

... Maybe it is true and this is it.

There's too many loose ends, too many questions left unanswered.

But you wouldn't know about any of that, would you. [Only because she was one that doesn't remember the old Luceti. The wars, the deaths, none of it.]

[Not a damn thing. She has a clue, in any case. She knows she forgot important things about this place and it bothers her to no end.

His manner of speech still hasn't changed in that it annoys her.]

What do you mean?

That fool who was rescued. [Theo, The General, whatever. He doesn't care.] Who's to say he won't lose it again? And...

That thing. [He doesn't even know what to call it.] That devilish creature that resides in the realm of the dead. It's disturbing just to think about it!

[The guy that was rescued was crazy?

What THING?]

Is it some Death God?

How should I know? [He actually looks a little uncomfortable talking about it, and that takes a lot.]

All I know is that I'd prefer not to be its lunch again!

[And Kushina is attuned enough to his moods that she pauses.]

So don't be. You're one of the strongest Saiyans, aren't you?

I bet you taste bad, anyway.

[Usually when someone says something like this to him, it's because they're fighting to the death and he just smirks. But this is Kushina and he does not know how to take it.]

Of course I- what? [did she just say]

[He's the Prince he has to be and their spars and the Thing that happened during Thanksgiving and him teaching her how to sense people.]

I bet you taste bad.

[Yes.]

Stop being ridiculous.

[He doesn't even know how to be arrogant about it.]

You asked what so I repeated what I said.

[NO.

But what's with this. He's acting sort of weird.]

You're bitter-tasting probably.

So what if I am. [He doesn't care about how he TASTES]

Happy?

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EVERYTIME YOU USE THAT ICON THE THINGS ON HER FACE I DON'T EVEN KNOW

LMAO GOT HER WAR PAINT

IS THAT WHAT IT IS????

ITS HER SEAL COMING UNDONE OOO COMING UNDONE

is she tryin 2 seduce him w/ her seal

tryin is key word there

might need to try a little harder